So we talked ... well kind of. I didn't know what to say all of Saturday night, and then Sunday I told her I was really scared of losing her. I felt better for telling her how I felt, but still really bad for ruining our weekend. It isn't like I woke up one morning and decided things weren't working out between us. I love her so much, and hate that I have to leave her soon. HATE IT! Sometimes I just want to hide with her and not allow the rest of the world in. Other times I realize I have to suck things up and accept what is happening, however much I do not like it! We spoke some more via Gmail - for some reason we find it easier to talk about serious stuff that way :)
Well its a four day working week this week ...so glad. I just want to spend time with L and do nothing. Like we used to. I am looking forward to that. Nothing much to say other than that.
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