So I have a gift from L...but she won't tell me what it is. I tried playing the hot/cold game but she said it would not work although I was warmish when I said jewlery!! Oooooo :)
I got an email this morning from my friend back in the UK. Who was being lovely and sweet regarding my return, about us meeting up and having 'cups of teas' as we often do. Until she said the weekends she could not make it, July 4th being one of them. And it hurt - really badly because I remembered the last two July 4ths. Hanging out with L and her friends and being 'oh so American.' Sitting on the beach, listening to the waves and seeing the lights from the fireworks. The whole time enjoying the warmth coming from L and waiting for the finalé. The day off where all the Americans are so smug against us British (like we wanted you anway ;) ). A day like any other day, but this year I won't be sitting next to my gf, instead I'll probably be looking down a glass of rum, or even better helping my mum in her garden! The worst is how people are being really sweet to me from home, and wishing they could help, but no-one other than L truly knows what I am going through.
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