Last Night's Dinner

So work was pretty crappy - as usual! But hey that is how it has been for the past few weeks!

Travelled down to the famous Bricktown last night, so L (I am going to refer to her as that from now on as I know she hates it!!! But hey it is better than LLP!!!!) and I could go out to dinner to with her friend, Alley-Cat as I have now started to call her. It was fun times, L talking about her concussion (snowboarding!) and Alley-Cat talking about her preganancy. I only had the 'brown' thing going for me. L mentioned how we are planning a trip away, before I head back to the UK, it made me sad. The last few trips we have had have been amazing, the planning, the trip knowing we would be going home together. But not this time, pretty soon after this trip I will be heading back to the UK. And this time it is not for the week or two to see my family. This time it is for a long time. It is tough talking about friends who are moving on with their lives, but L and I really can't. It is a sucky situation to be in at the moment and all I want to do sometimes is hide. But we got back on track once the waitress borught out the 'Double Chocolate Cake.'

We got in and hung out and watched Will & Grace - always a good time. As L was lying on me everything felt perfect, just like it did when we went to sleep, woke up and she drove me to the train. Everything seemed fine, until the nice lady who is always on the train with me smiled and said 'Good Morning.' Rarely do people say 'hello' on the train in London to you, a smile yes, but never anything more, maybe it was a New Jersey thing!!!! But all I realized was that, sometime soon I won't see her on the train every morning and that is when things became imperfect.